I had girded my mind for action, and had prepared myself to extend my time left in the Army so that I would meet the one year service remaining requirement for Staff Sergeant, as long as I was promoted in the next two months. I feel I will get the promotion 1DEC05, so I would add three months to my commitment to the Army.
But I talked to the 1SG yesterday, and she suggested that they may not let me extend during an open reenlistment window. I may have to reenlist (minimum three years commitment from the time I sign) in order to get my next rank.
I don't know if I'm ready for that yet. There is so much uncertainty in my life right now, even though I feel more secure about specific things than I have in a long while. I know I have simply have to quash my anxieties, do my research, and meditate on the decision, but those are still hard things for me.
Most importantly, I suppose, would be to talk to the Retention NCO and look up the regulations myself... (added to my list of things to do).